Saturday, August 8, 2009

Time waits for no men

Time flies...
Just a blink my AS result going soon post on the internet
don't know what kind of result will it be
either good bad or moderate

Time flies...
Is August now, my final exam is going
some more my trial is next month
but still I havent cover all the topics....
Sienxxx lol
everytime I sleep in class
not paying attention in class
skip class
not completing and finish my homework...
I guess this is the payback time
After trial immediately then is my final...
Deng...

Time flies...
I am going to be 20 next year liao
still so childish
duno what I am doing here...
writing blogs
sleep eat shit play...
Vanessa May(a famous violinist in case you don't know) publish hers 1st album at 11 yrs old
I now 19 yrs old still sitting around this corner doing nothing...
Feel so useless
Haizzzz
I growing older
My parents are getting older too..
One is in his 60s and one is in her 50s
Even till now I still don't know when is their birthday
What kind of child am I rite??
Being the only child is not easy
People said the only child get it all
Yeah right
I get it all
happiness and suffers
praise and punish
When they retired I going to carry the whole responsabilities to take care of them, finance them
Not like others
like those division of labour
those effort can distribute to 3 or 10 people
not man...
gotta carried those affort all..
Its a shame for a man to said I love you to parents(for those who did not, then is a good thing)
I admit that I hate my parents more than everyone does in this world
but they done many things for me, and I very very very appreciate them..
There is also a reason why I am the only child
but I don't mean to share in public
And I know they also don't want me to be the only child
because they know being the only child is very tough
You will face loneliness
You were forced to do something you don't want to do
and you have no bros and sis to turn to
I jealous when I see brothers playing together, achieve buisness together
See sister chatting with brothers
discuss about family planning...
But I wont argue about this
Maybe this is God created me for
Everyone is perfect, Gods mades no mistake

Time flies...
my course is coming to the end
Is going to be a fresh start next year..

1 comment:

  1. every situations also had their good or bad,somebody have sisters or brothers maybe being happiness,but also have argument between them most of the time,have to share everythings together,sleep together or everythings use together,uneasy to get something tat are only belong to themselves,b the only child maybe loneliness,but is easy to achieve many things,have their own room,their own new toys or can buy new clothes everytime..god is fair to every kind people,just make it simple,you will gain more better in your live..

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