Having exam during this past few weeks
I am trying my best just to cover those syllabus
I know i cant score well for this exam coz i did not do well
maybe i will get at least credit or even fail my whole course
Just doing my best
Even if I fail this course
I will go for diploma
Think positively...
My exam finishes at 20 Nov this year
Honestly I ve gone through many difficulties during this past 2 years
Friendship, Parents, Love and even my future my career
I din get many best friends this past 2 years
although I did know a few friends during this 2 years
but when come to outing, chatting about what we like
there is no one
I felt really empty, blank
I really don't know what to do
There are friends that are like judge me
There are also friends that underestimated me
Because they don't know the inner me
Usually I just kept quiet because I don't know any way to react them
But I also won't blame them because they did know me well
I don't have the words to descibe my feeling right now
Why everyone have to based on their own opinion to judge me??
Because I am look weak issit??
Haizzz
I also been through alot with my parents for this past times
I did many arguements with them
Maybe this is the part of my growing
This is the moment where I have so many things to disagree with my parents
My father
He is a type of the person who wear short pants and tight in his shirt when going out or at home
He also is an ex-accountant
That's why he is so calculative
He keep track on me wherever I go, whatever I do and even decides what I need to do
Remember last time he scold before my tuition teacher for not teaching me well
Scold, not complain
He also scold many people in front of me
I can't imagine how thick is his face
Over-protective is all I can said about him
He is also a person who cant sing...
I usually go to church with my mother
But when my mother went to overseas or not free that day
He will accompany me to go to church
And when the musician started to sing...
zzzzz
The worst nightmare...
My mother
I don't know what to said about her
They said all mothers are the same....
She used to be very strict on my acedemic
Whenever I get bad result she will scold me 99...
Also like to decides what I do...
Despite this I quarrel with my parents a lot
But at last now I "loosen" abit
I have many plans after this finals....
Just plans
How difficult is the road
How dark is the path
How lonely is the journey
Is depending on GOD
But I never give up till I succeed what I wanted to achieve
To:DD
ReplyDeletewhy when you think all of tis negative problems you are not think about i am here support u a lot,i m fully trusting you，you can done well..but you haven start to change urself confidence ye..usually you think"why i cannot"every time,why won't you think"how i cannot",and find a best way to solve the problems you facing now?i know you get a lot of pressure,but i still wan to tell you ur life's journey is not depending on God,is you!how ur journey is smooth or difficult is depends on urself!!achivement is important,but how to get is due to ur attitude,indeed,complaining is not such a good attitude...plz think about me,ok? i m not the person tat blur at here waiting you look at me only,remember wat you promised to give me in the future..
STE